Louis is gone.
I did not expect my sadness when I knew this.
Suddenly, at the moment I realized, hereafter I will not have a little dog begging for food at the table when I eat.
Usually, when I cook, she is around. When I eat, she is around the table, looking at you with her transparent eyes, unconditionally trusting what I give to her.
I do not pet aminals because I am easy to be allergic to animals touch.
Now I have a willingness to adopt one.
I do not know what is going on in my mind. There is something other than being rational there.
Am I no longer a robot? Congrats for this big step.